Holly S. Mittwer (soni_chan) wrote in support_group,
Holly S. Mittwer

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I would like to apologize

I would like to apologize to anyone I have offended because I have been without cutting for a while and it drives me nuts. I have also been trying to make myself happier since my mother will not get me any help. This really has been a hard trip for me and I will need to post this in the other community I am in as well but I have been very moody lately and I don't know what to do anymore because I'm losing it but I can't show it anymore. I thought I was facing my problems and such but maybe I have just been ignoring them, I don't know. I want to get better but I do not want to get better in a way where I have to hide my emotions but my mom refuses to accept that I have a problem to get me help and the councilers at school never did anything. I don't know. Maybe I'm just stupid and should just STFU. I've gotten rid of a friend that really hurt me and stuff and that feels a lot better but it still hurts of how many times she hurt me. I know I hurt her too but I have never ever told her to basically go kill herself like she has with me. I have like almost no one to talk to so I'm asking of these two communities, soyoungsosad and support_group help..and I'm sorry
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