I feel really alone right now, and I'm really scared. My doctor is sending me to a psychologist, and they might put me on medication. I'm really opposed to that (not sure why). I mean, if I start taking a medication, it feels like I'm just tricking myself into feeling good. Or, is the medicine going to make me feel void of all feelings? I hate that I've been so sad lately, but I love my emotions...it's who I am. "Highly emotional and loud"
I keep feeling angry about this...or in denial. It's only been about nine hours, and I'm going crazy.
What makes me really mad is that I was getting better on my own before my physical today.
Well, over and out all.